Early in the morning..woke up feeling motivated..ready to start a happi day..

But everyting juz seems to b so wrong..instead of being happi..i end up emo-ing..who cares? No one I guess..

Now is pouring so heavily outside..juz like this picture..



with lightning thunder and all..the weather outside is juz a perfect description of my emotions now..feeling unimportant..sick n tired of all the rubbish..life juz sux..Hate my father... Hate unimportance...Hate neglect..Juz wad m I? I am human being too yea? Please spare a thought for my feelings sometimes..=.=

He comes home from work..starts complaining to my mum..saying that I spend so long on the computer..excuse mi..I was studying juz now when u were not around? Then my mother explained I wasn't playing all the wae..n he juz diam..wadde..I tink the real reason is he juz wans to use my computer table?? N my wire? Buy computer dun use..use labtop then come n snatch wif mi..After that he setup his labtop behind mi...download his damn show again..make mi damn lag...even wan blog oso take so long to load the page..not to sae play audi =.= then he took the speakers from the computer and on the sound on loudloud...win liao lo...war show somemore...imagine the noise pollution..oredi bo mood liao..still like that =.= At times juz come home early purposely so that he can use my computer table n MY WIRE =.= for goodness sake..cant u go n buy ur own wire? Everytime u use..i cant on9 =.= then talk to him..machiam like talking to myself..win liao lo...is this a family? I wana move out..=.=

Then rite..now raining outside heavily..my mum alwiz like to nag us to b out of the internet..weird lo..my father oso using..din hear her ask him get out? =.=

Unimportance..excuses...hiding of my emotions at times..not that I wan to, but have to..WHYWHYWHY??????? I am getting sick n tired of these..Initiation? Y muz it alwiz b mi who is initiating? The one alwiz having to compromise? Wad or who do u regard mi as? M i as important as how i regard u to b? I am getting drained..totally drained..I nid to shout..i nid to let go of my emotions..somewhere somehow..Do you understand how I feel??? Do you care????

At times people juz seem to take tings for granted...find u juz cuz they need u? When they dun nid u..where r they? U r juz one lonely person suffering alone..no one cares! Yea..no one cares!

Life juz sux..