Cant rem exactly which date, juz know I knew dar somewhere in May, early May2007 bah..went into their room and they were playing night 4..dar, Cott, blurz..n later Den..dar commented I was hard to tame =D and soon, he went for his license. I waited for him to come back and continued playing in their room for quite a while. That's how we 1st met =)

Remembered dear pm-ed mi late in the nite one day, told mi he had something to show mi. He came n find mi and omg! He had created a babyIuv character! x.x After showing mi his character, he left as I was wif my friens..

Somewhere in mid June, I was on my wae home when zhu called mi, telling mi that Den n dar had deleted her from their bl. We were blurred as we duno y. I went home and checked and I realised I was oso deleted. I felt lost suddenly as if I had juz lost something precious. On 25th June, I accompanied zhu to TP to find her frien, to pass him the bdae gift. There, I felt so sad that I cried silently..

27th June dar was in China on a business trip. Managed to msn him and everyting was okie again =] 30th June, went out for a movie..zhu smsed mi and told mi Dar is in sg ler! But he was too tired to wait for mi to return home, so he went to oror ler...=[ I was looking forward to seeing him on9 the next day but..as I was coupled wif didi then, dar was kinda tired of waiting and he married his childhood frien in audi. All their megas made mi kinda frustrated, sad and emotional. Y was I feeling this wae? I juz felt moodless. Mei and dad could sense that too and went to find him as well. In the middle of the 1st game, dar said he wanted to hop channel to find his wife..I told him I go instead bah..he asked mi where I was going..I told him nowhere..he pm-ed mi and told mi he wanted to have a talk wif mi..and in the end Den asked all to leave and mi n dar talked tings out. I realised I had fallen for him..><

July 13th..dear left without a word..his msn title before off9-ing broke my heart and I cried buckets of water. Prayed hard..went wif zhu to the seaside the next day..wondering about his "impt day"..worrying..

July 16th..found out some truths. Emotional wreck..July 18th saw dear on9..queried him and he din wan to c mi animore..but he replied my off9 msg...July 23..had tried all means to try to get dear back..but failed..nearly gave up...July 29th, managed to get dear back! =D happi like duno wad =X and we coupled on that very day! =X babyluv <3 babyIuv =X dar's bdae the next day! bought him a gift..but until now it is still rotting in my house..

Got our 5th heart on 030807 and married on 040807 =D

070807..dar helped mi subscribe to the internet sms..n sent his very 1st sms to my hp! =]150807 dear sent mi my bdae gift! 12 red roses ~baby's breath~ <3

18th August..something was wrong..Dar seems to b troubled by something...left mi audi msgs on 19th August..farewell audi msges...haiz =.= Left him emails during this period..I wan him back! x.x 26th August, he tagged my blog..left mi smses of concern..

2nd Sept! Everyting was back to normal again! =D Dear is back! 20th Sept dar bought mi Oscar! 23rd Sept..something happened and dar had to attend to it. Din c him on9 for days..finally 1st Oct had his news!Then dear was bz wif his work..din reali get to talk wif him..October 17th I was happi =p had dear to myself!

23rd October..duno wad happened to dear..wad I did to make him so upset..heartbreaking msn titles..dear wouldnt listen and he divorced wif mi in audi..on October 27th..but after that we ironed tings out and we coupled again on the same day! =D

Novemeber 1...emotions ran haywire again..heard tings again..

Conflict on November 12th..did all I could..tried hard to give it all up..dar broke wif mi in audi again..deleted mi from bl..walked away from my life...misunderstanding..couldnt get along wif each other's friens..life was juz terrible..I told myself..A new beginning..coupled with sky..cuz he was nice..and hoping to forget dar in this wae too..seeing him on9 yet had to resist the temptation to go n find him..reminding myself to hate him..Life was juz so tough..

29th November..dear suddenly appeared in my room when I was playing wif sky. Played for 2 games n left..oO dear came to find mi?

2nd dec..dear searched mi and created a locked room and invited mi in. He wanted to have a talk wif mi..wanted to get mi back =] promised to b hardworking and get mi back =D I love those days when he was so hardworking. I love his efforts =X esp the xmas day..I love ur time ur presence n u! =]

Between 7th January and 12th january..dar on and off si zong...then on 9th Jan got his sms when mi n zhu were in bunk! =x I tot he din wan mi le...then I was happi! Cuz I was not forgotten! He wans to peep at bunk! x.x After that guess dar was bz..disappeared again...17th January he was back finally! 18th January he promised to b on9 for mi..but in the end din..cure told mi he went for a concert..after that I din c him on9 liao...

Heard news that he wans to leave my life...left him an email..got his smses on 21st Jan during my business law class..juz wanted to get out of class! couldnt wait for class to end! Tears were welling up...listened to the song dear left mi..cried hard...then got his email..and his off9 msn msges..i reali miss him...lots...

25th Jan..received his sms =D then 30th Jan was the last I heard from him..the last sms received from him..got news about dar through den...n juz heard everyting's fine..dear I am missing u..Hope u wun forget mi...

Today zhu housewarming..din go..cuz daze going out later x.x and somemore so many people i duno at her house and her dog! x.x *shakes head* another day then i go visit her ba!

Long entry today..duno y..today juz had the urge to jot down all of JS memories..I miss him..if its a fairytale..dun wake mi up from it..at least I noe during these times..I am a happi ger...

-Forget mi not-
Waiting for ur return..
Hai gui engraved with "YE XINYU"