Long time no update..cuz moodless to update and dear oso bo read de..so motivationless to update..but now hor..got alot of mood le =D

Yest nite..last min decided to go and watch a movie wif a frien. In the end chose to watch L Change The World. Bought the 9.30 pm movie tix..still got 1 hour..so went arcade to try to break record for photo hunt..but failed=[ aww..n zhu!! our record not there animore!=/ *sighs* Then I login msn using my hp and saw dear on9, but in a busy mode. Past few days weren't good for both of us. Dear was cold to mi..wanted mi to give up...I wanted badly to talk to him..cuz i miss him so..but dear's replies were slow and cold..I tried to sound happi..din wana spoil dear's mood..haiz..then was moodless le..I told dear.."if u r bz..then i dun disturb u"..n dear said "anything"..heart wanted to cry le la..>< then watching movie oso..so juz logoff. Lucky L is not my good frien..arbo talk more wif him..may b influenced to talk, walk and hold tings like him! ><" lol..

After the show..on my hp msn again...surprised to c dear still on9 and this time no more busy mode! xD N he msn mi 1st wor =X abit warmer than juz now but still abit cold though..but at least i was alittle happier =x chat wif dear until nearly reaching home....then dear asked isit i haven receive his msg..i tot he meant msn msg..so i told dear i raching home le on9 c..but duno y dear like abit sian and angry..then sae goodnite jiu logoff le..n i was at my doorstep le! ><"

Went on9 to check..but bo msn off9 msg..bo audi msg too..then sud receive dear de sms..asking mi if i can go on9 to accompany him..happi + sian..happi cuz dear ask mi pei him wor oO but sad cuz he off9 le..then i left him an off9 msg..sud dear appear on9 saying he forgot to ask mi slp early! haha ...dear appearing off9 huhhuhhh? xD then immediately i got mood le..heheh...then talk wif dear...everyting was ok again! happi!~~~

Dear had a good nite rest ma? I had a good nite rest..slept sweet =] woke up smiling..hehe..if u saw a girl smiling to herself, walking down a road at raffles place..thats probably mi..=X today morning on the wae to work..smsed zhu ask her wakeywakey! lol..then in the end hao xin mei hao bao..zhu tinks i sot le =.= rawr. i so hao xin wan help her save $$ she sae i sot! n actually dots at my sms =.= grr

Dear says he will b on9 tonite..in fact he on9 liao but he juz off9 le..zzz...hais..sian diao....wonder if he will on9 again later..hope so! x.x missing him liao =.=

Yest dear sent mi the link for Darren Hayes - I miss you and Bryul - I think I..the song on my blog now! Dear oso sent mi the lyrics to this song..sae the lyrics are for mi..how sweet =]

The lyrics - "I THINK I"

Byul - I Think I (English Version) lyrics


[[I refused to believe that it could be so,
There's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
That I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
There isn't a single thing we have in common,
So I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
But I don't want to make excuses anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

Why didn't I know that it was you,
Why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
It was beside me all along,
But only now can I see love.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart. ]]

=X U noe I miss u..I fall apart when U r gone..=/ so no more leaving mi!

Dear's coming back to sg next wk ba..looking forward to it..feel close to him when he is in sg..feels near though not physically together..looking forward to smtg..=X

Gosh..I keep rattling on n on about dear =.= i tink i sot le..Dear ar i miss u ar! ><

Oh..n tx to everyone esp..ahem..mr nalgene..for being there for mi during my darkest moments..even send sms ask zhu call mi..><" I tot i sounded ok to u? Or was it cuz i sounded bu ping chang..>< aniwae tx wor..=] tx for diverting my attention..

Tq zhu too for picking up my calls n tolerating my extreme moods =X...alex (though i dun tink u will get to read my blog)..still wana thank you too though..for being there everyday without fail..hmm..tx yujie too? tx bbq didi..xiaoqing..xiaoqing i miss u liao! faster come back from ur hometown! =D n wish u all the best wif reid...hope wun hear u sad again..=] Tq doremi mei too <3

[[ Tiring day made beautiful..cuz of ur presence..]]