Wasn't in the best of mood yest..

Engaging in petty little quarrels these daes which r totally redundant..isit mi or isit him? Felt totally moodless yesterdae and tx cherry for accompanying mi to audi to 8k beatup..beatup is a nice venting frustration tool..esp the lvl 3..felt abit more shiok after that venting of frustrations :X then called zhu and had a super long talk wid her..man..we can realli talk..yi talk jiu talk about 3+ hours? ><" felt a little better after that..tx zhu! :) its nice to have friens you treasure to hear u out..the analysis seems to b right..well..i'll tink about it..

Emotionally n physically worn out..much appreciation is badly needed. Probably i m juz any ordinary girl out there, insignificant and juz ORDINARY..taken for granted is the least i need right now. where else can i vent my frustrations? i m not the kind who will turn violent n throw tables or chairs..i m not the physical sort..so i shall juz let it all out here..

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still doesnt feel ani much better..geez..

guess i m realli getting tired..
its time for mi to b less hardworking? probably..
no more letting go of my pride n ego..
all i need is more appreciation , understanding and love..

Finally solved the stupid wireless connection problem yest! no more surfing net in the living room! :X in the comfort of my own room...played sushido wif zhu and didi yest! damn pro sia they 2..=P Reali enjoy these times :) it took my mind off my frustrations awhile.. =]

I miss qing mei alot..where have u gone? T__T she n cherry have about the same mentality as mi ;)we r quite alike in our tinking! Its fun chatting wif them! =X GOOD LUCK to my other lesbie for becoming a "penguin" soon! hahas...enjoy promoting under the cold temperature x.x

i wonder if i can ever do IT...