Dear was busy the whole day yesterday. He came online at about 7+pm but I duno was it mi or he was juz not in a good mood, and he juz offlined within 5 min and never came back. Everytime he does this, my mood gets affected. Juz din feel like doing aniting. Juz feel frustrated, and esp when I duno wad I did wrong to upset him. Didnt manage to meet him at 4.30am, dear told mi he did not have ani motivation to continue reading as I was not online, so he went to sleep instead. All I can sae is sorry and I din mean it. I juz accidentally overshot the timing. Felt guilty, useless everytime this happens, keep blaming myself for not keeping to the appointment and worrying I disappointed dear, upsetted him..The last ting I wan is to make him upset. So was feeling very down after he left and I asked zhu to pei mi in audi as I wanted to vent my anger and frustrations by playing fast songs. Then Cayden joined us shortly too. Diverted my attention, listened to his story telling, their chats and felt slightly happier. Probably had been stressed wif reading my notes and dear's moods.

Read an article yesterday about Melody, the local star and Randall Tan getting engaged. They had fallen in love accidentally. Randall had been fighting for his life in hospital and Melody had nursed him during that period of time. Quite a touching and interesting story. About the love story Cayden shared, it was touching too. Love is indeed blind. Sometimes blind till we can get so foolish without ourselves realising it. The tings we do for love. The faults we accept of the person we love. Love is juz such a great and wonderful ting, and many a times, much compromise and sacrifice as well.

There was another article on two boys who have been good friens for quite long, and are ardent fans of Beckham. They went to watch a match and held up signs cheering Beckham and trying to lure Beckham over to their sides. Reali caught Beckham's attention and so Beckham walked over. Pointed to one of the boys and handed over his sweaty jersey. Both boys tried to get their hands on the jersey. This now ends up as a court case. A case of who the jersey belongs to? A case of who Beckham pointed his finger at to be the owner of the jersey? Thought it sounded ridiculous. This onli shows how "strong" their frienship were. And to fight over such stuff and ruining their frienship, I tink its silly. -.-"

My manager, and 2 other managers have forwarded us an email, saying that they will treat us at SWENSENS on 15 May08 for lunch! Gonna treat all their team members, thanking for the efforts put for the busy IR8A period. So sweet of them! Kinda looking forward to it, as I hardly go to Swensens and in fact the last time I went, was quite long ago oredi!

Feeling stressed and tired..