Haiz..dear hasn't been online for 2 nights oredi. I tink today dear oso wun be online..I miss him.....

Terrible night yesterday I had.. Heard 2 sides of story. Getting fed up. One, a close to 5 year frien. Another, a 1 yr+ frien. TRUST..who? Or none? lolz. Perhaps I am naive, as U all will think I am. Probably I am reali naive. I am the sort who gives my friens my trust, a WANT to trust them that none of them will be telling mi lies. A WANT to trust and no guard needed to be put infront of mi against that person. Y do YOU need to keep making mi put on my guard time and time again?

Nearly wanted to let go of that friendship balloon yesterday..Very disappointed with the tings he said. Then told mi he purposely said that, knowing that the person who asked will tell mi about it, and he is giving that person a chance? lol? And to my frien who asked, U can ask mi if U wana noe..but I oso duno y U wana noe since its our personal matter..and I am NOT interested in him. Fullstop.

Duno wad to sae ler..haiz..feeling down and upset. Dear..I need your dosages...