Juz when I tot tings r not going well for mi this wkend..then things happen, so it's not very very very bad after all :)

Yest daddy on9-ed as promised =X then after I came back on9 from letting my lappy take a "nap", daddy jio mi play audi..so miss the times playing audi wif him last time..our big audi family..now bo ler...daddy onli on9 when my mei on9..=\ Then yest we 2 play in a room..and he kept changing his facial expression and distracting mi =.= haha..but daddy..i m still pro rite =P Tx for cheering mi up and doing that silly facial expression and making mi luff =.=" u r appreciated! :) Tx o!

Then after daddy went off, I played wif my baobei mei Qing.. =D My long time bl frien who dun reali pm mi..showed his concern yest when he realised my missing couple info.. then he came to find mi for a few games before bringing his doggie for bianbian..haha..Eh...tx miya and doremi mei for asking too^^ Tx Emp! n Tx cherry for checking on my status again yest too..=P it feels great to noe friens r still there for u, silently supporting you and turning up esp when they noe u need them. That cheered mi up a great deal.

Tx to zhu for the song you sent mi yest too..The lyrics reali very si he mi..=] Hmm..guess I am getting numb ler..so emo songs dun reali have a very big impact on mi now, which I tink should b good?

Hmm..yest something happened which made mi believe in fate. Well..met someone in audi yest and found him familiar. Was someone's couple but he broke liao. Played a few games wif him..chatted wif him..hmm...then he asked for my phone number. I gave him out of fun..wasnt interested though. He promised not to call, juz text but after that he texted mi..saying he wan to call mi..DIAO..><" lolz..then was chatting wif mei, didi, zhu and cherry on msn yest when suddenly he called.>< Hesitated but I still picked the call..Nice deep voice and so we talked. Yi talk jiu talk 3 hours nonstop. Somemore he used his hp to call mi ><" Singtel line somemore. Pengz. Man, we reali had lots to talk about. We could talk aniting under the sun. Is like we are talking as if we noe each other for ages? O_o anihow, enjoyed talking wif him and find he very qian bian =D oso can never win him in talking..he alwiz wins..F3..

Then this morning..woken by a surprise morning call by Alex. Long time bo hear from him ler..so quite happi too =] tx for ur morning call..haha..although I dun reali nid one. =X

Thought through stuff..and I guess wif my friens' support, I should b able to walk through this..=] The memories stay and I am thankful for them. I reali enjoyed the times spent wif him..though there is sadness too..I m thankful for his naggings..and thankful for his care and love at times. It will still take alittle time to let go totally though..prays my mind doesnt have time to wander..

For the time being..I wan my happy self back again. And..I love u my buddies! Love him still as well. [[ Ni zui jing hai hao mah? ]] Hope he cheers up soon. I definately wun wan to lose him as a frien ^^

And probably changing the template or the blog link but not anitime soon bah..arbo bring inconvenience for relinks.

Haha..long entry..shall end here..tata~