yea..its over again yesterday, juz after happily earning our 100th hearts together on friday nite. Wad a nice wae to spend this wkend..haha..=\

I should b used to this aniwae? Or should I sae numb le, as he puts it? I should noe how to handle the situation by now? No matter wad..the pain still lingers..the memories still stay..To b able to forget everyting overnite and start afresh is highly impossible..Putting on a brave front and a smiling face is juz not my forte..Hao lei..hao xinku..

Wo huo gai mah? Zi xun tongku? Wo bu zhi dau..wo ye bu xiang qu xiang..wo zhi zhidau...wo zhen de ai ta....yi zong cong lai mei you guo de gan jue..yi zong xiang qu teng ai na ge ren..qu guan xin na ge ren..bu gu yi qie de shou hou na ge ren de gan jue...Never been so patient towards a person before..but I need him more than he needs mi..n its upsetting.

Juz like my blog song..I guess I am a fool..a fool towards him..Wo dui ai hao zi zuo..still lost my grip in the end......

Daddy...i muz sae u r a reali reali nice person..alwiz constantly checking on my status. I muz be a reali blessed soul to have a buddy like u. Tx alot..

Zhu and Cayden..tx too..sry for alwiz being ur dian deng pao. Tx for still listening mi out and accompanying mi..

Cherry, Qing mei and didi...reali tx for still being there for mi..no matter wad happens in my life..esp didi and Qing..u are alwiz there for mi.

To YJ..tx for alwiz paying attention to my different moods..and accompanying mi no matter when and where.

Alex..glad u xiang tong ler..and we r still frienz =]

my moods and emotions are juz haywire now. I nid to get them sorted out. I nid to b strong. Its gonna b hard...I muz b strong...I muz...I muz...I muz...