The feeling is nice esp after wad U wish to sae to the other person, you have let it out and U see the effort put in by the frien u treasure. :) tx zhu for that little supportive words from u today. And tx Den for the invitation to enjoy audi wif both of U..

Woke up and read abit of my notes today. Still have muchmuchmuch more to go..and May has oredi started. I doubt I can finish studying but everytime I look at the notes..I feel sian-ed. I guess the papers are reali gonna b tough. My colleagues had attempted the papers I will b taking and they have not passed them yet. =\ Starting to lack of confidence oredi. I guess I have oredi lost half the battle. Keep telling myself to jiayou. Dun wana let myself down..dun wana let dear down..dun wana let zhu and den down..but...haiz..juz din have the motivation..

Archery company outing on 09th May. Not looking forward to it actually. Totally juz no mood to do aniting these days. Starting to feel pek chek..starting to feel like an angry person within...

Din c dear since I logged in today. Probably busy with his stuff again. And too busy to miss mi too...But i miss him..as usual..the pieces of my heart are calling out for him...n missing him loads. Dear I juz feel so stressed. I wish U r by my side..Juz feel reali down..Probably U r juz tired yesterday. I could sense that you feel sian-ed. But I am thankful that you still onlined..tx dear. I reali needed that little support esp from u. Wan so much to be the one who can make u smile everytime u r down. I wonder if I made ur life happier. Yest was reali kinda pek chek looking at my notes..my studying progress is damn slow. Feel sian-ed. Wanted to cheer U..but din noe wad to sae..cuz I feel down too..

Hope U r feeling better today dear. Hope ur day isn't that bad today. I miss U...