How something or someone is valued, depends on their importance in ur heart..how much efforts u r willing to put into them.. how much pride u r willing to forgo and how much compromise you r willing to put in...A matter of acceptance and initiation. Sometimes U juz need to let go of that little pride and take abit of initiative. Juz like money doesn't drop from the sky. You got to work for it..Sometimes having to take initiative all the time can get very tiring. Juz like ani normal human being..juz the simple wish for that little bit of appreciation..that litle bit of love and concern..that little bit of encouragement..that little bit of support..esp from a loved one. I suppose, a line of supportive words isnt that much to ask for, isn't it?

I may appear hard hearted on the surface..but actually I am quite soft hearted inside. I do reflect on my actions and wonder at times..did I do something or sae something too harshly? And I worry the next min did I hurt that someone by my actions or words? I tend to be harsh then kinda regret it later..At times, its not like I do not know the other person is sad about something. I wana lend my shoulder to the person, and a listening ear. Waiting for the person to confide in me without mi having to ask. But many a times, people tend to hide away. Hide in their little corner until all their feelings get bottled up and they explode finally. I juz wana sae, I might not be a good cheerleader or a good counsellor or wadever u call that, but I can offer to listen. Running away is never a solution. Sit down and reflect wad went wrong and how to solve the problem. Rather than hiding at one corner, sobbing.

I love the sea. It gives mi a sense of calmness..a moment of peace..a place where I feel at ease, recalling my thoughts, my worries, my sadness and my happi moments..Hope this picture gives U a peace of mind for a moment.



Read ur blog..wanted to call u but I din...I guess I will juz leave u alone to tink tings through..but juz wan u to noe..sometimes, do pay attention to the people around u. People do care about ur existence..ur feelings. No one is born a loner. There is at least one person on Earth who will care about U. And be happi that you have more than one person who loves and cares for you. If you need that listening ear, I dun care to shout or to vent ur anger or wadsover, juz give mi a buzz yea..my number is alwiz there, for you to dial. :)

Yest my dear was online for a very short while, say about 10 min? That 10 min was short but the 10 min was sweet, knowing how impt i m to dear. He actually rushed home after his appointment to online and talk to mi, and that made mi smile. He hadn't even had his dinner then. Dear U made mi a happi ger =] But dear was tired and wanted to take a short nap and come back online later but as I expected, dear slept all the wae through :X Poor dear, muz have been too tired.

This morning, when I onlined, I was kinda shocked to c dear online oredi. It was onli about 9.50am. =X Glad to know that dear was waiting for mi to online before he goes out for his appointment. Felt so sweet.=] Dear said he will onli be gone for a few hours, and strangely, he hasn't onlined yet. 10am he had gone off to prepare to go out..and many hours have gone by and he still hasn't onlined. I guess its either he is still outside or he has oredi come home and sleeping. =\ Dear can slp for hours, juz as piggy as mi. =X Dear I am missing you oredi...reali missing u lots....



Wishing one day I can walk down the seaside, best accompanied wif fireworks...hand in hand with you by my side, on our naked feet.......