Thought I am gonna miss dear for 2 nights in a row. Thought dear din miz mi at all. Thought there was another girl in his heart. Started to hu si ruan xiang and definately wasnt in the best of moods.

Finally dear onlined yesterday nite at 10.45pm. Din wana ask dear about that topic that was bothering mi cuz the last time I asked, dear "ran" away. So din ask until dear brought up the topic himself. Cleared everyting up =] I guess one weakness in mi is I wun se de angry wif dear for too long. Dear was definately sweet yesterday and I was glad to noe he did make some efforts for mi though there was no end product :X Then dear offlined after close to 2 hours of msn, to download audition and said if he were to online, would be in audi in 1 hour time. Hee..cuz I hinted dear that I very long bo audi wif him ler. =X So I went in audi n waited in case dear onlined. Waited until 2.30am but dear din on9. So I gues he wun be online-ing and went off to sleep. Wonder how is his audi patch ler? Wonder wad's he doing now? Cuz he hasn't onlined and I am oredi missing him...

As much as I would like to give him his own personal space, but I guess I am selfish juz like ani other ordinary people. Selfish towards his time, selfish towards his heart, selfish towards everyting and juz wana spend as much time as possible wif him AND with no one else occupying his heart. x.x

Woke up early today to finish reading up some parts of the notes. Haiz. SO much to read..read le oso forget..n there's still so much more. And I havent touched my business law. So damn sian.

N little lazybum got a fur trim yest! And daze bought him a ronaldo shirt..haha..F3 leh. I have grown so attached to lazybum that I muz play with him everyday. Everytime he sees mi, he will start to sa jiao and somemore very loud, because I alwiz cong him >< lolz. Then mum say I shouldnt so cong him like a little baby..but I cant help it! He's so adorable!! I tink my mum loves him too. Mouth hard but heart soft. Dun mean wad she saes de la. She everyday muz sit infront of little lazybum n read her stuff, personally supervise my sister cleaning the little fella and clearing his shit. She will prepare his food early in the morning..occasionally ask if the little fella is sleeping or awake. And stuff like this. I guess everyone is very attached to the little fella except for my father but I guess he sort of accepted him as well. =X

Where is my dear? my dear my dear? :D MIZ U WOR!

The onli world I wana b in..JS WORLD..A world of onli U & mi (: