Feeling tired..restless..listless..101% sian-ess..feeling forgotten..feeling uneeded..feeling pek chek..Negative feelings all the wae today. Wad's gone into mi? *kiks myself* Wake up!!!! Concentrate on ur studies!!! U dun have much time left to study ler!!!!!!!!

I wish I can. *slaps myself real hard* Staring at the loads n loads of papers infront of mi..felt sibuay sian..lack of motivation..I wish I can have the motivation I had weeks ago. Ur company. Ur support. Ur encouragement.

But..haiz..I hardly even get to talk much wif u these days. Ur brb seems like Bo Return Back? Everyday all I look forward to is to get to talk to U. Kinda disappointed that U haven tried the cookies yet. Disappointed that the massager cant work.

Somtimes I wish I can be emotionally independent but I somehow juz cant. It seems so hard. These days I juz feel so bottled up..feels like I am going to explode ani minute. Do U noe how much I wish that you r by my side, pei-ing mi during this tough period of time?

Forgive mi.I tink I am going crazy..or probably..I have oredi gone crazy.