Felt the distance getting bigger..Now you are juz like a stranger. Dun seem to noe you animore..Tomorrow's your bdae..but you seem to have oredi erased us from ur life. Not a word exchanged. Din noe that even a smile from you could be fake. I duno wad to tink animore. Its draining mi and upsetting mi that you are disappointing and upsetting people who care for you and yet choosing to listen to people who try to brainwash you to stay away from us. Aniwae wadever I say now you will juz "yaya ..wadever.." in your brain cuz your brain had been programmed in such a wae that onli her words sink in..cuz her words sound better and sound nicer to you? Aniwae..happi bdae. Hope you grow wiser in time to come.

Onto Happy. He eats practially almost everyting. Carpet thread..hair..wadever he can find..and the other day, he noticed this ant crawling on the floor and the next moment, his tongue came out and the ant disappeared. =="

Did a little ot onli today though my work is like onli about 1/2 completed? Dateline is on monday. By hook or by crook, everyting has to be done by monday. Came home waiting for dear..Looking forward to seeing him cuz he said he will be online at nite today? But I guess I am forgotten again. No updates ntg..

Reali dread having to get used to certain tings.

Totally drained. These days reali had no discipline to wake up. Alarm ring and I slept back, and waking up onli to find that I am late for work! Even slept during lunch hour today. Work is keeping mi very busy..my mind is occupied wif so many tings..wonder if it can store animore? Practially physically and emotionally drained.

Shifting our stuff by end of this week so that our team would be up by one storey on Monday. Haven started clearing my table and throwing away unwanted stuff. My manager had already started to move his tings and even his plants up! Supervisor warned me of certain politics. x/3 hate having to be careful of this so and so and that so and so. Why are people such scary creatures? Why cant people make life easier for others?

Well, today, manager called our team individually into his office. Handed us each our letter, stating our new salary. He told mi roughly wad other jobs are in store for my portfolio though everyting's not reali confirmed yet. Supervisor got a promotion though it doesn't make much of a difference. Assistant supervisor to supervisor. Onli difference is she will nid to take care of more people now. 2 more colleagues are added to her care.

Feeling practially almost invisible.. *solitude* Wads in store for mi tomorrow?