Finally away from books today! Oh tian..yest's paper was a horrid one..today's was no better. Yesterday was practically so damn tired that noting could get in. So decided to go to sleep and wake up early to study today. Woke up at 5+ am..tried to read new chapters that i bo read..but couldnt get in..i was still so tired. And fell asleep. Wake up try to revise back those that I read before and even made notes, but wad the heck? Mental block? And I cant recall a single ting! That kind of feeling simply sux. All my hard work of memorising has gone down the drain? How come I cant remember a single ting?! Is juz like reading something new again. Totally panicky and I dun even noe go exam for wad...hand in blank paper ar? Juz panicked and couldnt stay calm. I guess will end up retaking..aniwae I alwiz never had confidence when going for exams..Dun wan to tink about it animore...wait till the results are out then i prepare to face the music..and bear the consequences.

My exam desk was the last row for yesterday's paper..but todae's paper, i was sitting right infront?? And it was raining..so damn cold the aircon and i was practically freezing in there!

Finally...I can take a breath. My eyes are so tired..Din see dear today..duno where he has gone..hopefully today he will be online.....Appreciate dear for being online the past few days to accompany mi to study till early hours the next day, encouraging mi. Reali made mi feel much better.

Tomorrow will be on annual leave to enjoy one day's break..i juz noe i m missing dear......