Kept myself bz at work todae and did ot...Occassionally logging in msn to c if you were online..but didnt c you...came home and onlined.....got dc-ed and when I came back..saw an offline msg from you..you muz have thought you onlined and I offlined..but the ting is I din even c ur msn window pop up..probably I juz gang hao dc-ed. Juz one min and U r gone..haiz...

Wads up in store for mi these days? An evil cloud showering his evil swayness on mi mah? Sometimes I reali wonder wad had I done to deserve wad I am getting? Or am I juz purely sway?

Yest was a terrible day. I wished I hadnt tried to finish up my work like crazy during my lunch hour juz to squeeze that one hour earlier to b home..Outside is pouring heavily right now..seems like indicating how heavy my heart is feeling right now. Who will understand or try to understand?

You are everywhere. Everywhere I go, every now and then, you juz appear in my mind. Wondering wad you are doing, how you are feeling, whether you have eaten?? whether you missed mi too? Couldnt bear to be angry wif you..couldn't bear to see you upset..Couldn't bear to ignore you..just know that I rather be the one suffering than to see you sian-ed or angry or upset. Seriously never felt this way before. It juz feels crazy. Loving someone I have never seen before in my life? [ i knew i loved you before i met you? ] These were hardly actions I had in my past dictionary.

Juz sitting there stoning infront of my lappy. 2 days had gone by without reali talking to you. By the looks of it..you wun be online ler..haiz..morever its raining...a temptation for you to sleep...

A tired mind. A clueless mind. A questioning mind..Tinking of so much tings lately and hoping I can juz stop tinking...Suddenly feeling out of place..feeling like an extra and unwanted person in DSB..If I am required to leave..juz let mi know.

wo zhen de hao lei....hao lei..

Haohao ai wo hao mah?