Yesterday..I left work quite punctually..din wana do ot..was juz on the train when zhu called mi, asking me if I wana go aljunied wif her to buy her jelly tinggy...aniwae I had to drop off at aljunied too, and had no plans to go aniwhere either, so decided to go wif her shopping. And so zhun, we were on the same train at the same time! So there wasn't even waiting time cuz we reached our destination at the same time..

Sort of a mini food paradise at aljunied mrt station. kinda love the mrt station now..got Old Chang Kee, jolly bean, a mini cafe, a bakery..no worries that I hadnt eaten my breakfast cuz I can alwiz grab my breakfast cum lunch there! Lazy to go out to buy lunch during lunch break especially nowadaes. Ate wad I bought so that I can grab as much sleep as I can during my lunch hour! Duno y feeling so tired nowadaes..probably cuz was so busy wif my work, my deadlines for the bonuses and oso emotionally drained. Felt slightly fresher after some rest during work. (: After zhu bought her stuff, we headed home seperately. Feeling utterly disappointed wif the blog entry my sister posted, which she deleted away in the end. And I missed dear so much...hadn't been talking to him for days.....And I am glad he was there for mi yesterday. Tx dear for listening to mi patiently..I needed that and appreciate that lots..(:

Today felt reali sleepy. My eyes were closing..cant wait to finish work! TGIF! YEA! THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!!!!! Wanted to go vivo, so asked zhu if she was free to accompany mi. Kinda missed the sea there. Wana go there and relax my mind. Vivo is sort of mi and zhu's place ler..in fact our favourite place..sitting there, enjoying the scenery, tinking tings through. We sat there for a few hours until the sun set and watching the sky slowly darken. After that went off for dinner at about 8+pm. Wanted to eat my favourite food, curry chicken rice..but ended up eating herbal chicken instead! My other favourite food..=X But disappointed to sae..the herbal chicken was like so damn expensive luh..+ rice = S$ 6.00 and the herbal chicken soup was so tasteless..ended up eating my rice with the red chilli instead..the chicken meat was oso tough ==" we shared dim sum too..eat until wana puke ler...Feeling so full...........And went candy empire to buy lots of tang guo! F3..oso bought the egg like candy that den bought the last time for sweets day! =X

Was lazy to take train and bus home..so wana cab home instead..but vivo is alwiz full of people waitin for cabs..then juz nice zhu's father called at that time and wanted to pick her up as he wanted to go home oror liao..and so he sent mi home too! =] Such a sweet father zhu has.. ty piggie for accompanying mi today.

After reaching home, onlined as usual..and it was like oredi 11+pm..after onlin-ing a while, to my surprise, dear onlined! But after talking a while, I sort of screwed everyting up by my moodiness. Sry dear....

Actually glad that my mum noes about dear's existence..tx to someone's attempt to throw out everyting she tinks she noes about us. :) Aniwae, there's noting to hide cuz we din do aniting that hurts our conscience. So I explained everyting to her and told her about dear.

About wad u mentioned..juz wana clarify certain tings about mi n jay..

1) You mentioned I am fond of Jay..wait for him for days and hours juz to talk to him.

About this point, you are right. I do like him..but he din ask mi to wait for him. In fact he doesnt wan mi to wait for him to online..he wans mi to go ahead and enjoy doing wadever i wana do..but I juz couldnt help it..i guess its a natural ting to wan to b able to talk to the person you are fond of, and besides, there's no other ways I can talk to him or contact him other than talking to him online.

2) You said that I said your frien is bad..and so jay isnt bad by not giving mi his handphone number, and making mi have no other waes but to wait for him and made mi upset sometimes and yet I still treat him as a part of mi? And if our whole family objects between us, wad will I do?

Juz cuz Jay doesnt give mi his handphone number, he is deemed bad? Of cuz I do feel disappointed that he is not giving mi his number till now, but wad can I do? Force him to give it to mi? Since he doesn't want to, I try not to ask. In fact I din ask him about it animore.

About him making mi upset..I admit there are times when I do feel upset cuz of his actions..but that's cuz he is someone that I hold dearly in my heart..someone I care for, someone of importance. I guess when someone's important to you, even their little actions mean alot to you. But has he influenced mi in the wrong wae or taught mi to do bad tings? No he din. In fact I do look up to him. I feel he is a very learned person and I respect him for that. Although I am older, he has seen the world more than I do. In fact I turn to him for advices instead. At least when he noes I especially nid him..he is there for mi.

About the matter on IF our whole family objecting us contacting each other?
1st, wad has he done that our family will object mi contacting him? Has he influenced mi in any wae bad? No. Instead, he encourages. He supports mi. And even nags at mi to drink more water and rem my meals. Wans mi to stay happi everyday. He advises. He does show his care in his little ways at times. And aniwae mum now noes about him. And she oso noes I clearly noe wad I am doing..and I clearly noe that I wun do aniting that pricks my conscience. And there's noting to hide between mi and jay. Morever, wad's between us is not as complicating as ur situation.

Even IF they do object..wad has he done? Has he taught mi to do tings like stealing? Or aniting that violate the law? Is he of bad influence? No he din == So stop comparing us and ur situation. Its a TOTALLY different situation altogether.

Shall end my wordy and lengthy entry here. Wad dear had said, does make sense. And I dun wish to pollute my blog animore about some idiot. This blog was and is meant for mi and jay :)

Its 3.00am now oredi..and I am feeling tired. Gona sleep soonliao..Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. (: And dear..before I end off my entry..juz wan to sae I m sry for spoiling your mood. And tx for coming online to check out on mi. Tx dear. x333 *appreciates*