Met up wif YJ at my school there for dinner and yest I was a guai kia..went for lessons and stayed there throughout although I am mentally and physically tired. Noting much got in though..then came home and audi-ed as usual. Juz login-ed and Ray oso gang hao logged in. =] Jieyong, my very 1st audi frien, pm-ed mi as well, so mi, Jieyong, Ray and Qing mei played together..Then played wif didi as well, later in the nite. Talked wif Ray on the phone as well, and heard his singing..lolz..Strange...guys seem to love to sing..and over the phone too..lolz.

Tx Cayden for your info..I duno how to react after seeing wad u typed. Disappointed. Sad. Angry. I miss him alot still...haiz..but he left mi wif no choice. I will never get to c him or talk to him again....Near to 1 yr of love for him..boiled down to noting in the end..not even a frienship? Reali felt very sad. Disappointed he could juz walk away like this. And no..he din tell mi aniting. If this is true, he has walked away from my life silently..I had no idea about it. T___T All I noe is..it is hurting...I miss him...

Woken up today by Alex's morning call again. Should I sae I am glad tings resumed back to wad it was before, although not that close oredi..

Not a very good day at work today. Supervisor was in a bad mood..which oso affected mi. Feeling pek chek..Jay kept appearing in my mind. Dreamt of him last nite. Dreamt his babyluv pm-ed mi. Haiz..it will never happen again..

Most probably meeting up wif Ray tonite after his work..and will b out till quite early the next morning ba..hope I have the energy tonite and tomorrow. Nervous as well..Hope everyting goes well =P

Off for lunch...