Had the urge to spend money again unintentionally..and urgently..

When this happens..it muz be cuz I am feeling emo within..Yea..went wif my sis to Hougang Mall today. Frien had asked mi to go for a KTV session there at 2pm...so my mei accompanied mi to shop for my phone while waiting for her bf to pick her up at Hougang Mall.

Initially wanted to get Secret..



But later felt that this model looks nicer.



So din buy LG, bought a Samsung one instead. Not a necessary item though..cuz my old fone is still in good working order..

Have been spurging lots lately. Past few days have been buying loads of expensive food..the durian mooncakes, the marks and spencer cookies...reali burnt a hole in my pocket. The Japan Trip..and now the phone..

Speaking of the Japan trip..kinda sian-ed. How sway can I get? Everyting's still not finalised..and left one more week to go onli?! I for one, hate last minute changes, especially to tings that I have planned and have been looking forward to. Everyting better be finalised soon == The last minute crop ups make mi feel sian-ed. I stopped counting down. All I hope now is everyting will go on as planned ==

Looking back at all the links that dear had given mi during our msn conversations, and the games he has searched and we have played till so pek chek that night when we 2 were feeling so bored, I miss him even more..I miss the times we spend together, laughing and playing till so pek chek over that silly lame clown game. Yea it was lame..but I enjoyed it..cuz I had him by my side..enjoying every moment spent doing something together..

I wonder if he still remembers mi, still comes in to read the blog posts..kinda feeling motivationless to continue blogging...afterall this blog was written for him..written to update him about wads going on in my life..but...

I feel empty...I feel lost...I just miss him so much... [[ 12:15am ]]